MY THOUGHTS

Hello I don't really know what to say because this is my first rant that public since he's gone ... I consider myself good at least physically look to be fine but for ... inside I'm not really sure how I'm feeling good but at the same time I feel empty ... okay he is a complete idiot but surprisingly he marked my life isn't the best reason but if you know and he scored I like him he and a truly a víciante but I'm heal this and a wonderful person this helping me a lot but I think I'm becoming addicted to it because if I lose him I am depressing totally do not know the meaning of this how I feel but if it is for my own good so I want to continue to feel it🙈